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I have been in love with a certain woman in the middle of 120 kilos of the great fatty carelessly. It will not be firm in imagination to have done considerably bold choice since it arrives "carelessly". The great fatty who was over 30 years old has been in love with a young girl of approximately 20 years old of all things.
I who had begun to notice an opposite sex vs. a thing of now-related gap have begun to send really lonely days in one's youth. Of course love did not always go as we want and lived a lonely life in distress and drank it madly as if I cleared myself from the stress and ate. When think so that learning it has it to great fatty man gentlemen, but look at a beautiful woman drawing close to one's body without wariness at such time; "is that?" Is this fellow a fatty enthusiast a little? I mistake it for "in the good direction. And I think about the capture method "only in few big chances" so that the inside of the head becomes blank. I filter blunder where and cannot imagine that I play misunderstanding less than a great fool at all. Is this one of the evils of the great fatty, too?
The daughter was a child of the types that was not bashful in front of strangers awfully brightly. It is the typical modern gal who is full of "hiragana letters" in the head, but anyway is friendly. Some misunderstanding men whom oneself included to such a child wander around. All are all of more or less the same average ability, but, as for the fatty, the dwarf drains for baldness with a dwarf, and ゛ presupposes a fatty with "a loser" without permission each. I have delusions more than it at time when anyone bought a jumbo public lottery at the end of the year. Though make it which and do not prove right.
I thought that I led one head among such parties seriously. Of course, in fact, the man of all the members thought so. And devoted itself and thought seriously again when I pointed out an end and must do confession to lose losers into the abyss of despair.

I do the trouble to outrun you and will tell you from a result.
From {LIVE at that time} do not "become a woman of me?" In anything which is ""? ""……The people who are a "" I fatty are no use…. "" balance is not removed, and is the age distant; and "is so"; "is single throughout the life unless balance, and dissolve" it! "

Oh, there was such a conversation when I very easily wrote it.
I was rejected by you and am considered to be it to advice.